Re-edit my post :"I want to be remembered as the girl who always smile even when her heart is broken and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten up her own..."
KAHYN!!PLEASE STOP DREAMING!!
WAKE UP & DO REVISION!!
-gosh-
I feel like crying right now..
I am so confused !
I can't even concentrate on studies.
I thought that I could always cut down on computer and just focus on study. to get a better results
But it seems like I can't do it.I can't take it anymore.
Could someboday teach me how to relax but still study?
I've got plenty of subject to revise it!I'm dying of reading it.
If I continuous study,I will be a crazy woman running around without clothes??
-geramnya!-
I just don't understand myself why am i being so laziness
My teacher always said this to my mum :
"Your daughter is just an average girl,she can be a better person if she work hard for it"
I just felt guilty when I once remember the sentence above
Just really cant understand. :(
Feel like cursing myself..
Always do revision last minute...
Do you know what am i most afraid of?
Its school exam...not to say i hated exam but i just somehow lazy to study.
and I got this instinct tells me that If I don't study hard,I will regret forever.
Those letters and words are killing my eyes..
Just freaking hate it!
I don't know how to calm myself down when it comes to exam.
Before sitting for it,I already think about the 2nd stage which are the big disaster.
.................................
I know everyone hate exams.Who doesnt hate exams??
Those who like exams,they are BIG FAT LIAR!
So friggin nervous and panic
Next week is the huge disaster to me...EXAM!!!!
Bm paper 1 & Eng paper 2 then followed by the next day is chemistry..
=x
Chemisrty is the most I hated subject ever... :(
All those chemical equations are killing my brains..
Honestly speaking,I don't like science yet I'm in sub-science.
haha.funny rite?=D
I seriously don't really understand what I'm doing right now..
I shouldn't be online by now.I should be studying..
But I also should stop studying..I don't want this to be my very 1st nightmare
*sobs*
How to start revising those weak subject of mine?
My english is gettng worst till I need to ask my friend to be my tutor. :(
How am i going sto survive without academic wise??*sigh*
I've guess I already got brain-washed when I was in lala land.
"I hope I can actually cope up with all the subjects and other activities"
"I hope I can actually do better in this exam"
"I hope that I can really work hard for it..."
TO ALL MY FRIENDS ;
ALL THE BEST!!JIA YOU & GOOD LUCK