my life revolves around....

Feeling funky.

Sigh,
Don't know what's wrong with me this few days?
I am feeling depressed past few days.
I feel like no one cares about me..
I don't want to lie about it anymore =x
I felt guilty.

I've guessed I agree with huiping's blogname which is a girl who lack of confidence D:
I am a person who really really have no confident on herself.
All the things I've done is only depends on other people.
I want to built-up my confidence but I can't.
I'm tired,I don't want to depends on people anymore.
=x

I just chatted with ah "kor" and abel in msn.
Only both of them who cares me alot especially "kor"..
Only he knews and understand me alott.
He is the one who always support me even when im feeling so down.
Its been ages I never see him.I miss him.
I only can chat with him via msn but not in real life..
I haven't take a solo pic with him b4..LOLs.
He knews everything about me..he understand.
I appreciate it alot and I really need to say sorry for causing you alot of trouble.

A.B.E.L,
I treat her like my sis.
She always concern about me..cares bout me when I feeling sad.
)=
She likes to jokes with me,give me advise and etc.
Shes a nice and friendly girl..
She always wait 4 me and be there with me.ask me not to worry so much^^
I lovee you....xD

Dear Kor and Abel,
You know what I told you about just now.about the signature.Thanks for the advise once again.=)I really hope that she will approve it.but yet Im still scared...Thanks for your support.

Yan.


I know he is SICK or maybe not?but anyways,i miss him..I wish can talk to him more often..Get well soon!

Cell Division.

BIO TOMORROW...

I've just asked lock see whats coming out for bio..
She said just read up Nutrition and Cell Division.
Wow~??
2 in 1?
haha..
LOLs...

REVISE BIO!!
BIO!!
BIO!!!!
ALL SCIENCE TEACHER ARE CRAZY!!!!!!*learnt through mod.math*

July Test.

Grrrr....
what a hectic monday!
hate going to school on monday.
many people said monday is a BLACK DAY...is sort of true :)
early in the morning,the weather was so superb HOT until I sweat alot..
=="
Then there are some dude in my class said got sejarah exam!
I was like Oh F!I totally didn't even touch a single page of history~
my gawttttttttt~
All i know is khalifah here and there,,bani here and there...LOls..
zzz..
Luckily history's was after recess,..still got time to read up.
but anyways,i'm still scared of it...
hahaha...then during recess,mei yen told me it was all OBJECTIVE..
ahh..thank goodness!xD
Eventhough is all objective i still suck at that subject..
=="
Can guess that I will fail for this time?
hahas.
Got to go catch up for chemistry's account's tomorrow..
tata.

Kinda Dissapointed.

Hey there,yesterday's concert was superb nice!
but UNFORTUNATELY is sorta sad....My family and I reached at the place around 6.30...Meng Kuan and Shi Wei reached my house about 6.15We went there about 15 minutes only??because I stay near towards the place LOL.Jacqueline then called up and ask where am I?I then said I'm already at the place.I then called wynn and asked him where is he??rupa rupanya he still on the way.@.@!I never see wynn before,just chatted with him in internet before..xDAnd I saw alot of people whom I know via internet..especially MJ..haha..I even saw kei yan,her friend,shin mei,and so on.....

I stood with Wen Yuin,Wen Yuin's Sis and Sok Yeng..Together -gether we stood outside to wait for the door to open..haha...At outside of the stadium,I couldn'y belive that I saw Nic aka ex-superstar at there..and I chit chatted with him.LOL.he so funny..=="I passed him few banners made by lion alan.Then Jacqueline msged me said that Justin just passed by her..woah!cool..then I kept asking mana JUSTIN??Lols....Finally then I saw him..I'm trying to go near him but don't dare to say HI..because wei quan and other top 20 were there....At LAST,i managed to talk to him..I said

Hi,Justin.

Hi.

Remember me?

*thinks*errrr,wait ahh...i know....errr

mention my full name.

Oh,kah yan ahh?owh,heys.*smile*

Hi again..errr,where are you sitting?

*showed me the ticket*A22..hehe..

people ask him to take with him...stop a little while..

Oh..im sitting behind the judges..^^

Yerrrrr,,i want your ticket!!TT.

*laughs*you wearing green,so u must be supporting.....

haha..yeah..=)

anyways see you later.

kay xD

Then,I went back to Sok yeng's place where she stood.And she was like..mana u la??
i said went and find justin lorrr..I asked wen yuin and SOk yeng whether they wants to take picture with em anot?they said sure..hehe.Then Sok Yeng trying to push me to *ahemm* Lols...Thank You Sok Yeng!!xD..Then sok yeng and wen yuin wants me to take solo pic with *ahemm* LOLs..thank you my lovely senior!hehe.They bawa me to another *ahemm* there..LOLs...aloiii~go there chit-chatted with him a lil while..his friends was like *eh,got people....*Sok Yeng and Wen Yuin laughs..both of em macam paparazi..holding camera and he thoughts what happen?then he said oh,picture ahh?sure =)I was like =='"

The gate started to open...all my friends went in except me..cos waiting for TICKETS!!!!!xD..So I went to Jacqueline's and the gang there.Then I saw sherman..I kept knocking his head using the *thingy* dunno what is it called la....haha...He said one word,i hit him..xD..loves to play with him....xD....!So lame la when he ask me,"ni ke yi jiang hua yv meh??"zzz...DUH...of course la..i just not fluence only ma...Then we quickly rushed in tot the place..concert started around 8.05?
I sat next to sok yeng.LOL..

Anyways,both of us commented alot...When Alvin started to sing,I can't really hear what he sing..sobs*.bla bla bla...and we both wanted to find ABEL punya.....but x jumpa...TT...ABEL I SO MISSSSSSS YOU~~lalala...haix...(hehe..i lazy to write the whole concert all about,there's alot of things to mention)...LAZY NOW!UNFORTUNATELY,ALVIN GOT NUMBER 5...sigh..sobs.

ASQ RESULTS!!
Min-1
Kai Fai-2
Yoke-3
Ryan-4
Alvin-5

To ALVIN : Don't be sad alvin..at least you've tried your best..We will support you..DONT WORRY..x.x....The concert ends around 12..well,I stayed back a little while with Sherman,Yee Ling and others for taking pictures..So sayang din take pic with ALVIn...stupiak fellar dun let us..yishk!!!curse curse curse!but WE MANAGED to take pic with JUstin,Billy again.hahas.what to do.!!!hahahaha...hmmmmph....yee ling ask justin to take pic with her..SO i was the camera man. and asked sherman to join in..justin smile again.1st picture was blur...2nd pic thank god i managed to take pic very fast...then Wei Quan passed by..then he said Oh,sorry..haha..we laughed..so funny..yikes.!almost forgotten to take pic with wei quan..ahhh!SHIT!sad sad..

Then sherman,yee ling and I saw kai fai..and we ask,kai fai,can take pic with us ma?he wanted too then he assistant say x boleh....kai fai said "dui mm q ahh,ha chi lerr"zzzzzz.!!!!feel dissapointed la...

p/s : Sorry Lion Alan,,we didn't even have a chance to have a group pic....im so sorry!!!!..

Countdown.

ASTRO STAR QUEST 2009

will be starting in 2 HOURS time..

GET READY ppl~!!!

BANNERS ARE WITH ME NOW!!

xD

Favours from Lion Alan =)

Dear Lion Alan,

I am really really sorry for always asking about the banner.I am really really sorry.haha.Beside that,I really really need to thanks alot for making 6 Banners for Alvin.I'm sure he will be very very happy.And I really really hope that you can come for the finals.=)..but you can't come.Hence,I really need to thank you alot Lion Alan...I'll support you beside Alvin..hahas.

Regards,

Kah Yan.

Lets see the conversation between me and Alan Thoo.

Choong
hihi...morning :)
Alan
morning?!!!
Choong
hahhaha....yaya morning la..
sorry for keep smsing u..=(
Alan
its ok

when i get the banner, i will pas to u k?
Choong
oh..sure..but how are u gonna pass to me??
Alan
dunno. dun worry
Choong
hahaha...but if can,before saturday la..
Alan
your number pls? I get the supplier to call u to deliver to u

Choong
oh...haha...012-*******
thanks lion alan!=D
Alan
his name is Mr Michael
he'll call u. he said print finish adi
got 2 sets, with tiang.. 2 more, no tiang
total got 6 banners!, 2 designs
:)

Choong
oh..wow...6 banners ahh...cool..hehe..
Alan
ya ya
pls do me a favour ya
Choong
okay...thank you very much
sure..?

Alan
when your group go there, PLEASEEE take aphoto of your group ging crazy!!!!
and also....
if alvin can come over.. take a photo of alvin
then... facebook it! blog it...
give me link! :)
k?
hehe

Choong
oh..hahha..sure...no probs..xD
Alan
one of the design is on the leo blog adi..
the one that says leo308b2 support Alvin chong
Choong
oo?

kk..anyways,are you attending the joint installation tis saturday?
Alan
hehe.. branding ma.. so pplall over malaysia can see LEO308B2!!!!!
hohohohoho
:P
yaa.. but very quick one, i have to rush to ipoh

I think the picture above there thats one of the sample banner gua???xD

Three more days.

good luck all the contestant :)

LOVE.

I am super duper lazy to blog nowadays.
and superb emotional too
due to some probs.=)

Nyways,
I am gonna blog about y'day stories.
At school,every form 4 classes have to send representative for the moral sketches.
The punishment is RM 30 if don't participate.So,,we don't want to use our class fund because we broke already.
Our stories is about "Kehidupan Wei Lin"..we have to speak in BM..=="
I act as a good teacher,Reyvathy act as discipline teacher,charity act as the restaurant boss,subashini,jeeva and parveeni act as a good student.Wei Lin,Tasha,Ursula(monitor) and Reevi act like a gangster...
As Usual,we practice last minute..we don't really memorise the script because its a last-minute-job.
While we are practicing,I supposed to say Wei Lin,tolong duduk dan buat kerja masing-masing.Instead of that,I said "Wei Lin,SHUT UP"everyone started laughing include me...hahax..sorry la...accidently ma.><

Then that night.
OMFG lahhh...teacher so perasan said that HE very leng zai..after class,I ask jacqueline to teman me to ask him..So,,I gave teacher a piece of paper,written "ASQ 10 (space) 2 send to 33888" and I ask teacher to vote for AC..Then he said cheh not Alvin Siah also,don't want vote la....YORRRRR~he mmg betul perasan..say ownself leng zai...kakax..One more thing happened in tution.he is being so ridiculous,sarcastic and too open-minded.Make me laugh the whole time in the class...but anyways hes an absolutely a NICE and PERFECT TEACHER YET SOMETIMES STRICT!!

Lols..
Many funny things happened y'day.
=)

emotion.

I hate being myself.

I wish I will never born to this world.

Why do I always make people unhappy or angry?

Why do people always think me im arrogant?

Why and Why?

I don't know who to talks to;

I just know I want to cry right now.

and every single day..

I am not going to talk to people anymore.

I felt that i'm so annoyed.

TT

5 more days...

Yes...
finally i had recieved the ticket from Zenny.
Went all the way to One U right after school with mum..
Errr,kinda sesat there abit..x.x
I counted the ticket and found out..it was like
OMGOSHH!!!26 ticket??
What happened to 30 ticket..
I felt so depressed and I quickly message zenny.
And she also dunno what's going on..
I say nvm larrr...
Then I ask jia xin to msg him..
see whether can get extra 10 ticket bo...
THANK GOODNESS luckily he said can..
i lovee you my friend..♥
but ONE THING how to get from him???
==

Dear friend,

i am really really sorry for asking you again and again.

i think i terlalu keterlaluan to ask for it.

maybe you don't like it,

that's what i think.

perhaps,maybe not?

i'm really sorry for bothering you everytime.

i just curious lol..

but anyways,we do have the same" surname" laughs..

thanks for being my friend =)

and nice chatting with you my friend...

"GOOD LUCK ALVIN CHONG ON THE FINALS"

Oh well,

I'm now watching the top 5's mv..

Is nice..haha..

WHO WILL WIN THIS TIME???

xD

bye.

I'm really sick of this anymore.

I wish I never met you before.

I am not going to update my blog as frequent anymore.

just incase you read my blog.

{♥}

TRANSFORMER

hehe.finally i watched transformer today =)
was waiting for so long,finally got chances to watch.
went with sok yeng and ratna to MidValley.=)
The movie was awesome LOL..
by the way,I loveeeeeeeee BUMBLE BEE!!!
He is so adorable..


and......

I almost cried when watching the movie.
T.T

Mean x.x

我恨他，他很过分和讲话带有讽刺！ '过分' oO..

I almost wanted to cry after listening to his beautiful sarcastic wonderful sentences..


I know la my results ain't that HIGH but he shouldn't say till like this till hurt me...


Can't stand anymore..TT

Tickets to Astro Star Quest 2009

I just deleted the post.

Because there are some minor problems.

so ya..mind me??!!!

Lets watch the video below...

Hello.
Don't feel like typing anything.
cos i am too lazy to type.
SO here are the videos of the PJI incoming bod dance.
Enjoy watching it LOL.




errr,well,
the video is abit blur..cos my hand was shaking..
and ya..
today the two emcees were pretty nervous(we can see that)..
maybe is their 1st time LOL..and ya...they both look gorgeous..
liang zai jason AND liang lui mun suet!!xD



last but not least,
b4 i stop blogging.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIANG LUI JIA XIN!!!

Hey YOU!*laughs*
I just post a random pic..
To those people who doesn't know,Lemme tell you..
he is just my friend!!no other relation okay?
=="'especially who knows it!!just don't be information counter please!!

*F.U.C.K is actually friends u can keep and is not the bad word*

Hell yeah._,
Actually there's nothing to post for today.
Just that I wanna say thanks to Puan Tan's tution,
because if I don't tution there in form 2,I wouldn't even know smkbbsp-rians.
except those senior lahh!
haha..
and I wouldn't know who is Kar Jun and I won't even be famous in their school
certain class only lahh..*perasan*
Don;t ask me what happen LOL.


Err,
this afternoon i make someone sad/angry.
Is actually my fault.
I'm the one who bought Alvin S in friends for sale!
Then I asked Jen Win to buy him away from me..=="
And he bought him..
I didn't know that Alvin S would left a comment in Jen Win's profile..
OMG!
I felt guilty to Jen Win already...
because I think alvin S would probably asking him some bio question.
I'm really sorry Jen Win..=x

This is what He commented :-
Siah Kok Lim at 2:39pm July 5
wat!!!who is the one who bought me....somemore said im his pet....jen win jaga kau!...

Die le =x
sorry ahh jen win..
just to let you know i bought him back
& i put him on sales right now xD

Blast Off!! xD

*my friendster*
*my facebook*

I feel quite de boring now~

Nothing to do..

Just finished watching the Astro Talent Quest shown in TV.

muahaha.

My friendster is currently dead so as my blog.soon will be dead too~

"Silly-O-me"

I felt so paiseh this morning.

Do you know what happened??

We went to the wrong place.

Actually there's two UTAR at seksyen 13?

One is dunno what;the other one is the HQ~

~.~

We went to that place instead of the HQ.

If I know,I shouldn't ask them to come down with me and get inside the campus..

=x

So all of us went down and mum left us because we thought it was that place.

But then,,xxx thinks that it is not right place..xD

And i asked the guard where is the exact place?

"Kat mana tempat tu yang ade ceramah punya?"

"Opposite Jaya One!"

OMG!I seriously freak out wey!!No idea to get out from there.

Stuck there.xD

Luckily got people fetch us there(some couple)

So lucky! and they are KIND and HELPFUL~

I felt so paiseh hv to tumpang their car...^^

They asked us are we the new Student?

LOL..and I said we're not,we r frm Assunta!hahas.

Gosh..yishk..really what a unlucky day!!

Thank GOd,we reach in time.

pitty shi wei,catherine and sook sian terpaksa wait for us at the guard house.

I was like all the way shouting even infront of de guardhouse.LOLs.

Really Paiseh!!!=D

I don't really wanna touch about what happen today in the talks.

Overall,I kinda ENJOY the talks By Tracy,ex-assuntarians.

http://www.memoryjungles.com/

I loveeeeeeeee my Account tution alott!!!!=D

we jokes around with teacher..

He always call me *CHUNG KA YAN* and ask me,

where's your LAM FUNG??(in cantonese)

LOLs...=D

will be seeing him next wednesday.

sayonara~

My Little Secret =D

Happy Birthday Wee Chien~!!

a.k.a darling,

sweet 14th,

enjoy your birthday ya & wish you always HEALTHY

p/s :i know you like your crush alot(9 years diff punya)

Happy Birthday Anchal~!!

sweet 16th.

It's been 4 years we nvr see each other.

i miss you so much.

^^ enjoy ur sweet 16th bday

Oh not forgotten to say;
Wee Chien & Anchal,
You're now one year older..
enjoy your life in studying and others...=D
don't ever delay your time!!or else you will regret~


Hahas.
just read my chatbox there~
saw kei yan's comment
ask me why don't want to update about my birthday celebration?
Lols.well,actually there's nothing to talk about also..
Its just normal outing.xD
My this year present was really special~
I've recieved alot of birthday kisses and wishes especially from the one I admire.
Thou is enough for my birthday~

Okay~
let's just go back to my outing @ sunway.
haha.
reached @ sunway around 11.30 am?
Mum fetched jacqueline from her house and we headed to sunway.
Met charity,weng yan(leng zai),weng yee and shin hwa.
Charity bought me starbucks LOL.(thanks!)
And then we jalan jalan...and we went to Asian Avenue..
took some pictures at the the the errrr,photoshop shop??hahah
x.x i don't know what is it called,
so yeah,
i kept telling jacqueline about
"Just imagine AC with us now,*laughs*
She was like =="'
We just walk the whole of sunway pyramid?
And then weng yan suggested us go makan @ papa rich..
LOL..

Din know it was so expensive.
total is rm 92 ++??=x
All of us AA ZAI punya..nobody belanja me TT
Me,weng yan & shin hwa wanted for karaoke so much
but charity's parents don't allow her to go for it.
I was kinda dissapointed with my 1st wishes but yet I can't leave charity behind right?
xD
So three of us plan for next outing..don't care d must go SING!!!
I was the last one who finish makan =D
Then in my mind kept thinking wish they were here with me..xD
*They = J.A.R*

Then we headed to arcade.
we played racing car LOL..
i think 3 rounds we played LOL..
fun man!!xD
then we jalan jalan sampai kaki pun sudah lenguh.
and you know what Jacqueline & Charity always ejek me & the GAY!
i was like oh shit...no way lahh..xD
I only LOYAL to my J okay???=P
Anyways,we went to all the gift shop..
all also couple stuffs!make me annoyed only..
sad sad..LOL
then we went back around 5 something..

and the stories end.
haha..


To those who are fans of Alvin C,pls tune on radio channel MY FM @ 7pm today.He'll be on air dunno for what?hahaha..LOLS..just tune in kay?=)


toodles~~